Sad today because a similar feeling came back, I was still traumatized by that morning in bright daylight walking in silence pretending nothing happened and I don’t know you. I walked home crying because I don’t wanna trust anymore. I went back to the bedroom and saw my fishes pause swimming in the middle of the water, falling asleep. Made me think of the night view at the pacific aquarium, all the fish would just pause, without filter current they look like just floating in air. As soon as I got home, it flashed rain, thinking about the fish at night made me a bit happier. I don’t want that anymore.

Thought about ur leaky ceiling

How have u been?

:3

Still feeling restless, too observant and sugar-highed. Wondering where u landed.

woniu woniu

Days that I am not on my notebooks, I spend time here. Plotting thoughts for 5 mins as if drilling a hole in the wall and dusts were collected here. I wanted to go back to my notebook, but life has been too steady for emotions I hide inside there. I get influenced a lot. I wake up thinking who I am today. Nachos are most non nutritious food, avoid it on weekends. A shrimp dead today, aside from that, I feel happy.